Sometimes I think that I need to be more than one person so that I will have time to do all the things that I want to do. Take writing and school: Both take a lot of time and brain power, so I really can only do one at once. But life doesn't work like that.
School happens on someone else's schedule and I have to show up or drop out.
Writing just won't leave me alone. No matter how hard I try to tell myself that I'm puting writing on hold until summer break, the stories come anyway. They get into my head and I can't stop thinking about them until I write it down. Then once it's writen, I know it's crap and the story deserves better than that. It distracts me from my homework, from my day job, from sleep, even from showering and eating and having fun with Sweetie.
2 more months to summer break and I can type my fingers off. 3 more years of school and then I'll have a whole different set of scheduling problems.
Posted by Becca at April 12, 2004 10:31 PM